Don’t Know Where to Start

Every time I look in front of the mirror, I always felt insecure about myself. I don’t look as good as I was several months ago. If my husband needed alli diet pills, then in my case I need to take the opposite of which. The weight I gained from staying at my parent’s house has tremendously disappeared. I look thinner than ever and more stressed out. My eyes looked like it didn’t sleep for days and my skin is as pale as ever. I looked unhealthy, felt so unhealthy and it’s freaking me out! What am I going to do? I want to change my lifestyle but I can’t. Being a night owl is my way of helping augment our family’s income and to pursue my chosen career as a stay at home mommy.

Well, there are some activities that might help but I always fail to implement it in my life. Example, I know I needed to do some exercise but I am too lazy to go to the gym because I have a son to look after. Another thing, I know I needed to drink eight glasses of water a day but I always drink coffee and soft drinks instead which of course brings bad news because our family has a history of diabetes. So drinking and eating too much of sweets is a big “no no” for me.

See! I know what’s wrong but I failed to overcome it. I am just too insanely forgetful and lazy. I need to change but I don’t know where to start.

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