Mad at Myself

Christmas will be next week. I haven’t bought anything for my loved ones. I am a little depressed because I have nothing to give them. Not even company gift cards or Christmas cards. I am literally broke this season! Well, we have money enough to survive from paycheck to paycheck and to pay our overdue accounts but we have no extra cash to stash for gifts and traditional Christmas dinner. Actually, it’s OK with us if we couldn’t eat sumptuous food during Christmas and New Year’s Eve. The sad part is, we don’t have extra money to buy our daughter’s fare! Meaning, we could not be complete this holidays! This is making me feel depress even more. Not only that, I felt this terrible anger to myself! I felt so helpless and useless. Grrrr… :mad:

December 15, 2008   Posted in: personal

2 Responses

  1. Nelle PHILIPPINES - December 16, 2008

    Hmm, I’m sorry to hear about that. I hope there will be some good things that will happen and you’ll be able to be with your daughter.

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